*Shock: Acute state of prostration accompanied by lowering of blood volume and pressure, weakening of pulse and respiration.
She glances over at the telephone.
Its silence makes her wonder
If it’s still working.
A cigarette burns her fingers as it reaches the filter.
Without flinching, she lets it slip to the floor.
She raises her right arm, like a sword of justice,
And swoops down.
She feels nothing.
She does it again, and again.
She can hear the blood frying
As it spits at the fire.
A crimson arc sprays across the wall
Showering her mother’s figurines on the mantlepiece.
Stumbling into the kitchen,
She wraps a tea towel around her gaping wrist,
Struggling to pull it tight.
Opening the back door, to get some air,
She is buffeted by the wind
As the door bangs on its hinges.
She walks down the drive
And out into the blackness.
The streets are deserted at this hour of night.
At home, a loose telephone wire
Whips the window pane,
As the wind blows rain
Like handfuls of grit against the glass.